It has been almost one year since Kelly-Anne died. And nothing has been the same since that fateful day in October 2004. The absence of Kell in all of our lives has been very profound. There is not one single day that goes by that we don't remember her and feel the void in our lives created by her passing. We haven't gotten used to it. We never will. You can't just get "used" to this. Kell's death was horrendous, tragic, and the most traumatizing thing that her friends and family will every experience (God willing).
I miss her every day. I sometimes call her old number just to see what happens. Every so often I look at my photos and letters and I remember all the fun we had together. Eventually I have to put it all away because I just can't look at it any more. It hurts too much. It is an awful feeling.
Kell deserved much, much better than this.